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I’m back! But unfortunately not with a good start.
I swear that today is the worst day of the entire month.
Let’s start off with school.
It was just plain waste of time.
This year’s celebration was not bad, with some excitement.
I would say the credits go to the prefectorial board.
Well planned out and organised!

The fuckest part comes after school.
I won’t even wanna mention it.
Bascially I was just invisible to you people
and needless to say, I was not part of you all.
Yes, I am fucked up!

As usual, loners don’t get to have any programme afterwards.
So got my ass back home straight, watch TV and sleep.
I woke up and just when I was about to ease myself…

I HAD MY SECOND MOST SERIOUS FALL IN MY LIFE!

How I fall?
Well, when I was peeing, I was feeling damn giddy.
And just when I was washing my hands.
I felt that the toilet is shaking like hell, macham earthquake!
Eventually I lost my conscious at that moment,
felt unstable and off to the floor I go! Haha.

Had some scratches around my left hand and my chest.
I was lucky that I didn’t have my head knocked onto
the toilet bowl, lol.
Ever since last year’s chicken pox experience,
when I banged onto the cabinet, due to dizziness as well.
Today’s fall was the second serious one!
Just pray hard that the third one won’t strike that soon, lol.

To Feng Z:
Next time just call me Wang Zi la,
no need to call Feng Zi already, haha.
And leave me a comment also la, lol.

This blog is going on a hiatus.

 

I swear I’ll try to get this blog in shape when
I’m done with my 2nd preliminary exam.
And I’m thinking of publishing it, but who cares anyway.
But still, I will make my posts more attractive
and interesting for those who are interested.
Stay tuned!

 

 It’s hard holding you,
loving you, losing you.

                                                                                FUCKFUCKFUCK.

Can you get the fuck out of this house?
I’m so fucked up with your fucking appearance and existance.
With you around, I can’t do anything.
So just get the fuck out of here and leave me alone!

And same goes to the rest of you,
are you all the dogs or slaves of him?
I must say that you all are so obedient huh.
Why don’t you just stick your heads into
his butt and eat his heavenly shit?

GET ME OUT OF ALL THESE FUCKERS!

因为知道不可能有希望
所以只好劝自己停止盼望

Back then, I don’t know or rather
I refused to believe that you are.
Eventually, I came to realise that you actually are.
Till now, I desire that you are but I feel that you are not.
So, are you or are you not?

I can’t figure out who’s avoiding who now.
You may think that I am,
but I am thinking that you are avoiding.
Can we go back to what it was like last time?
I have had enough and please,
all I want is just some attention.

Do you really mean it when you answer the question?
I still choose to take it though…

I can only say this year’s birthday was an amazing yet disappointing one.
Contradicting huh? I shall elaborate further on..

Why amazing?
Because I can get to celebrate with a special person.
And we’ve somehow retrieved back this friendship.
I’m happy though I know that there”d to be a distance in between us.

Why disappointing?
Sorry but I don’t wish to elaborate on this part,
simply because I don’t really know what to say.

Well, I must still say a GREAT THANKYOU to those who had
wished me ‘Happy Birthday!’, and for the marvellous presents!
Thank you all from the bottom of my heart!

 

It’s getting more and more fucking frustrating,
when the fucking hell will this torture end???